Life sucks atm lol

[xpander]

Well, G/f after 6 years was going behind my back for the past 2 years and seeing her X b/f who is in the Air Force . . .

I just found out my health isn't so hot, if i can't get health insurance in the next few months, "something" could happen. . .

I lost my job, living back at the parents house . . .

LIFE SUCKS lol

And i havn't been able to play FFXI because of no money to pay the fucking bill. . .


So what else is new ? LOL

If anyone does myspace look me up
www.myspace.com/anovak

Later guys, i'll keep in touch here, didn't know the board are still going !!!

[ant]

things will turn around for you. keep your head up bro! it was good to get your mail the other day

[xpander]

Yea I'm keeping on the up and up, I'm going by the, "Everything happens for a reason" shit.

Health issue, still the same

Job Issue: got 2 interviews this week ^^

G/f issue: Had a long talk with her, she's not one to lie about shit, she never has, so i made her be straight with me on a few things.....

I guess she never cheated on me, but went behind my back to see her X b/f

I know one of the dude that went with her, her co-workers Husbad, he even just reconfirmed that she didn't do anything with him. I've been friends with him longer then my X g/f so i can take it as truth.

Her reason for "Needing time alone" and seeing her X b/f

I wasn't serious about our relationship and i was immature.
She now whats to see me live on my own and do adult things.

Guess it's true considering the fact i was planing on moving out but then my mom kicked me out and i lost a job at the same time, this was a year + ago, not 2 months back.

And i was kind of a dick, "No honey i'm going to hang out with friends that i don't want you to know / see what i do"
"No i don't want to go out to your mom's house cause i'd rather wait til you go then sneak in some friends so we can chill here and rip bongs until you get back.

Idk what to do, she's been calling me asking to hang out now that we've spent time apart, and now she told me she was going to fly out to TX to go see him, but she's been missing me and our relationship and now told him she canceled her trip out to see him.

Idk, i guess time will tell, in the mean time. . .

I have been maturing, No more Pot for me and i rarley drink anymore, it's amazing how you find out who your friends really are after shit like this happens in your life.

My cell phone went from having 68 numbers down to 14, too many bad people i knew lol Fuck That

I'll keep you all updated if you care, i find posting this very liberating lol

Too much stress to know what to do with lol

Later all, have a drink for old Novak here !

Keep it Real !

Anthony

[ant]

if you really want it over dont sleep with her. i know it sounds crazy but thats solid advice. i hope shit goes in your favor. keep us updated liberation is great ;D

[xpander]

Yea, this situation is odd I'm in, she still calls me and such but this guy has got her mind all fucked up. . .

I want to hack his shit so bad, i got a phone number and E-Mail and myspace on this scum bag if anyone get board. . . LOL

On the bright side, i think i landed a 16 bucks an hour job, it's ok pay i guess, nothing liek i had before but it's something. . .

Sr. Wine Manager to a Local IL Beverage Depo store, it's a fun job at the least lol

Keep ya all updated !